Madisyn Brown
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what no one tells you about veneers! (botched dental work & veneer techs of tik tok)
Veneer techs must be stopped!
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the rise of spiritual psychosis & metaphysical obsession
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the rise of spiritual psychosis & metaphysical obsession
jojo siwa vs miley cyrus: a lesson in rebranding
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Jojo Siwa brand: "brilliant, incredible, amazing, show-stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely not ever been done before, unafraid to reference to not reference" patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown like the intro song? check out my music!: spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 follow me: insta...
the rise of the "medium uglies" and unconventional male beauty
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ugly boyfriends are in! patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown macken murphey: "dad bod": www.tiktok.com/@mackenmurphy/video/7299637278563945761?_r=1&_t=8lECXxYDQfy you look hotter with her: www.tiktok.com/@mackenmurphy/video/7278256300994153761?_r=1&_t=8lECatP6NDf "medium ugly": www.tiktok.com/@mackenmurphy/video/7299636339807505696?_r=1&_t=8lECc3IE7sk "hot guys suck": www.tiktok.com/@mackenmur...
The Kardashians are cannibalizing themselves (kar/jenner businesses deep dive)
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which kardashian side hustle did you learn about today? patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown -spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD -apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 -instagram: @madisynbrown madisynbrow...​ -music channel: music by madisyn: ua-cam.com/channels/kCqXpZlv73pt_lrKvqNcjw.html -discord server: discord.com/invite/NxvyHXCsuj tim...
the resurgence of trad wives
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Try Opera browser FOR FREE here opr.as/Opera-browser-Madisyn-Brown the girl boss to trad wife pipeline is crazy. patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown -spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD -apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 -instagram: @madisynbrown madisynbrow...​ -music channel: music by madisyn: ua-cam.com/channels/kCqXpZlv73pt_lrKvqNcj...
gen z doesn’t believe in love (situationships, orange peel theory, sprinkle sprinkle)
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Click here bit.ly/3ugMGQ0 to take the quiz and use my code MADISYN50 for 50% off subscription items in your first order from Care/of! the state of modern dating culture is bleak! patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown -spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD -apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 -instagram: @madisynbrown madisynbrow...​ -music ch...
the swirl-ificaton of black women ("pasta and lobster"/interracial dating)
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drop your roster in the comments with race/ethincicty, height, and age attached. are you messing with the swirl or do you prefer pistachio? 00:00-03:49 intro 03:50- 16:14 the relationship of black men and women 16:15- 19:07 statistics 19:09 - 25:25 pasta lobster analysis sources: Why more black women should consider marrying white men - nypost.com/2022/04/01/why-more-black-women-should-consider...
beauty maintenance is a scam
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how much is your monthly beauty maintenance routine? my 5:30am morning routine - ua-cam.com/video/Em9lNiLos90/v-deo.html patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown -spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD -apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 -instagram: @madisynbrown madisynbrow...​ -music channel: music by madisyn: ua-cam.com/channels/kCqXpZlv73pt_...
tik tok is a dystopian fever dream (tube girl effect, tik tok shop, and npc trend)
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shop Parade's black Friday sale using my code MADISYN-BF for 50% off yourparade.com/MADISYN-BF patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown -spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/06SzmBorEVMxD682x2ZoXD -apple music: music.apple.com/us/artist/madisyn/423061261 -instagram: @madisynbrown madisynbrow...​ business email: madisyn@sparkmedia.la intro by: nicole_collete_leon?
is beauty a choice? (looksmaxxing, anti-aging, filler + surgery )
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is beauty a choice or are you destined to be fugly forever??? patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown i killed my clone music video: ua-cam.com/video/kl5xL0pqD9c/v-deo.html stream my new single here: youtube (lyric video) : ua-cam.com/video/T8Wizh9xqHw/v-deo.html spotify: open.spotify.com/track/0aVEjcp3FCq9zeVySRQCkP?si=50ef49ad92e2498f apple music: music.apple.com/us/album/i-killed-my-clone/1691...
why fat victoria’s secret angels don’t work
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Get 20% OFF @honeylove by going to www.honeylove.com/MADISYN! #honeylovepod what do you think of the victoria's secret fashion show? patreon: www.patreon.com/madisynbrown i killed my clone music video: ua-cam.com/video/kl5xL0pqD9c/v-deo.html stream my new single here: youtube (lyric video) : ua-cam.com/video/T8Wizh9xqHw/v-deo.html spotify: open.spotify.com/track/0aVEjcp3FCq9zeVySRQCkP?si=50ef49...
teenagers don’t exist anymore (youth culture and third spaces)
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teenagers don’t exist anymore (youth culture and third spaces)
madisyn - i killed my clone (Official Music Video)
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madisyn - i killed my clone (Official Music Video)
the '"girl-ification" of tiktok trends: girl dinner, girl math, and more
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the '"girl-ification" of tiktok trends: girl dinner, girl math, and more
the exploitation of minors in media
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the exploitation of minors in media
what is a "girl's girl" and who gets to be one?
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what is a "girl's girl" and who gets to be one?
doja cat's intentional decline
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doja cat's intentional decline
the masculine urge to humiliate and control women
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the masculine urge to humiliate and control women
stan culture and the attention economy
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stan culture and the attention economy
the millennial youtuber curse
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the millennial youtuber curse
what 'the idol' TRIED to do...
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what 'the idol' TRIED to do...
i killed my clone - madisyn (Official Lyric Video)
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i killed my clone - madisyn (Official Lyric Video)
the downfall of 2016 IG makeup
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the downfall of 2016 IG makeup
a woman's body is a high surveillance prison
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a woman's body is a high surveillance prison
motherhood for the “aesthetic” and cottage core pick me’s
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motherhood for the “aesthetic” and cottage core pick me’s
almond moms and the illusion of wellness
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almond moms and the illusion of wellness
pilates won’t make you “snatched” - the pink pilates princess trend
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pilates won’t make you “snatched” - the pink pilates princess trend
dark femininity will not save you
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dark femininity will not save you
the "uglification" of the modern woman (male gaze is OUT)
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the "uglification" of the modern woman (male gaze is OUT)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @nonophelajack2875
    @nonophelajack2875 34 хвилини тому

    Why is it really always about a man?🤣🤣🤣😭😭tarot scammers need to stop There's a twin flame cult?💀

  • @maddieallen9297
    @maddieallen9297 2 години тому

    my dad almost died from a very rare side effect from a routine dental procedure. bacteria was basically eating his spine. it’s terrifying to think untrained people are operating on peoples’ mouths

  • @paularotger6434
    @paularotger6434 4 години тому

    Hey :) psych person here psychosis = delusions + hallucinations Delusions = false truths, false sense of reality. Hallucinations = either/some/all of the 5 senses ~sensing~ things that aren't there In order for it to be psychosis, the patient MUST be experiencing hallucinations and delusions simultaneously. Hope that's interesting or helpful!

  • @winelighting
    @winelighting 4 години тому

    this is SO good. I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing how you've also been there. this was soo well explained and hopefully helps people in similar scenarios

  • @janeprepper177
    @janeprepper177 5 годин тому

    The 'Trustafarians' (Trust Fund Rastefarians) have a home, money and not a care in the world. They are just cosplaying as their versions of Hippies.

  • @papi_sativa
    @papi_sativa 6 годин тому

    Bobby Lee is Asian tho

  • @reverendhailey
    @reverendhailey 6 годин тому

    i feel like a lot of "spiritual psychosis" is because people rely on it and it dictates their lives further than even some religions do. i know in 2020 i leaned on spirituality heavily and it really made me feel unwell in someway and like i was detached from the world, it can become alienating because you're letting these things make you second guess your own perceptions of things and you turn to them to give you the "real" answers. turning to tarot cards and pendulums because i was so unsure of how others perceived me and wanted to know the "truth" and i couldn't just see things out for myself.

  • @_munkykok_
    @_munkykok_ 6 годин тому

    Stop disrespecting Munkykok !!! 😡 #MediumDeezNutz

  • @papi_sativa
    @papi_sativa 6 годин тому

    foreign brought me here to this gorgeous cutie

  • @user-gi2ip1vf7m
    @user-gi2ip1vf7m 6 годин тому

    Most of the medium uglies usually the pretty boys who have always looked like the twin brother of George Steel the Animal of wrestling or rasslin with a curly perm. Who does their hair anyways?

  • @ember3117
    @ember3117 6 годин тому

    Maddy with the Fatty! I see those love handles

  • @e.s.r5809
    @e.s.r5809 8 годин тому

    I do not think it's ethical at ALL to let a sex worker give your audience advice on how to start. The comments on this video are written by 12-16 year olds. This should not be glamourised in ANY way, ESPECIALLY to children- this woman was straight up exploited and abused. Nope

  • @alyssareach5287
    @alyssareach5287 8 годин тому

    I did weight lifting for 4 years with a trainer and I got thick and wide also know as bulky I think my body was to stressed out to do weight lifting

  • @carrie040901
    @carrie040901 9 годин тому

    Umm... religion IS spirituality?? Iowaska isn't this "accent medicine" it's just shroom tea

  • @SeductiveShinpu
    @SeductiveShinpu 9 годин тому

    Have you read of the spiritual psychosis trances the ancient greek cults had. Sounds kinda similar lol

  • @chlobosoup6940
    @chlobosoup6940 9 годин тому

    people who like the spiritual maximalism aesthetic really need to start making their own jewelry NOT TO SELL but just for themselves that have personal meaning to them

  • @clarkparker4860
    @clarkparker4860 10 годин тому

    I just clicked because I thought the title is hilarious. Male attractiveness has always been about status and not beauty. If you see a man doing what he is best at, he will be desired.

  • @ShaiFowler
    @ShaiFowler 10 годин тому

    It’s going to evolve to target children.. it already affects teens into their 20s.. don’t be surprised when we start hearing about 10 year olds engaging in “spirituality practices” such as psychic readings and tarot

  • @cherry-ym8ev
    @cherry-ym8ev 11 годин тому

    i believe a lot of these hate comments or comments contradicting are very misguided. i believe egocentrism is a term that is neutral. it really is just meaning that you believe people think of/pay attention to you all the time , whether you are in a good or bad light.

  • @coziboi2872
    @coziboi2872 11 годин тому

    Women also be choosing what they like out of a man based on movies not reality. And this could be scary because you get close and watch a movie character in deep terms, but you really don’t know this person in real life. He doesn’t exist.

  • @coziboi2872
    @coziboi2872 11 годин тому

    Women choose what they like out of a man to limit him. Because if they didn’t shame men’s beauty they would surpass them.

  • @chlobosoup6940
    @chlobosoup6940 12 годин тому

    “reply and share to confirm this message and manifest it 😝😝” literally makes my blood boil

  • @sonjebianca2483
    @sonjebianca2483 13 годин тому

    Good advice in this video. Just because you believe in the possibilities, doesn’t mean you have to believe in everything and everyone. After 60 years of fascination with the paranormal and supernatural, I’ve come to realize that anyone who tells you they have it all figured out are either lying to you or lying to themselves.

  • @Mercuryretrograde11
    @Mercuryretrograde11 14 годин тому

    I think as a spiritual witch myself I find the name “spiritual psychosis” is very damaging to the spiritual community because that will mean that all the mental health doctors will just label us as crazy

  • @ember3117
    @ember3117 14 годин тому

    Raging and baiting is wild to say out of context

  • @choadiefoster
    @choadiefoster 15 годин тому

    this is very like 🧐 well actually but this is also a very common OCD thing that’s completely separate from psychosis but then it’s also an OCD thing to convince yourself you’re having a psychotic episode when you’re not so that’s always fun 😂

  • @FernandaLima-cf6dg
    @FernandaLima-cf6dg 15 годин тому

    The whole box theory does make sense to me. It's a tale as old as time that men see women in categories and treat us accordingly. The thing is, we have the power to leave and what others think of us doesn't define who we are nor our worth, but we can't change men's perspectives of us. Once they set their minds, it's over. Stay and accept it or rebuke it and leave.

  • @GenerationNextNextNext
    @GenerationNextNextNext 15 годин тому

    Well, I would argue that girls aged 9 to 17 have always been interested in wearing adult make up. I would say the 2000s kind of shifted that desire and everyone just wanted to look like a rock star or Paris Hilton, and they didn't necessarily wear heavy make up. But in the 80s and 90s, yes, kids would crowd make up stores. The difference is 1) our parents didn't give us money to buy it and 2) we didn't have Tik Tok videos to know how to apply it nicely. Personally, I don't wear make up at all, I dress casually (hoodies, baseball caps, jeans mostly), and don't have any sort of procedure. I'm 34. My cousin is 24, has BBLs and fillers, a face full of make up, and has a very flashy and form fitting wardrobe. EVERYONE thinks she's older than me. I don't think she realizes that everything she's doing to look more beautiful and young forever is actually aging her.

  • @toxic.forest
    @toxic.forest 16 годин тому

    Man, i have an aquaintence that actually believes in tarot card readings and was offended that i said it was just a victorian parlor game. My bf thinks im mean/wrong for saying that because if its helpful to her and she believes in it then thats fine. Id be more okay with her believeing something like that if it was actually rooted in history or truth on some level, like old/ancient religions. But a game that was made up barely 150 years ago? Nope. No. Thats just dumb.

  • @brielogan8315
    @brielogan8315 17 годин тому

    Shrooms is not for everybody i cant stand how pushed that is in the spiritual community Also a lot of people arent reading books or doing real research they just do what they see its annoying to me Definitely watch the twin flame documentary! I feel like thats where the twin flame thing blew up and has everyone on it the way they are

  • @kellyebageon
    @kellyebageon 18 годин тому

    I think this video was well thought out. I'm impressed with what you said and how you delivered your message to your audience considering you appear to be rather young to be so knowledgeable, wise, and insightful.

  • @solomonnorthup2168
    @solomonnorthup2168 19 годин тому

    The real swirl here is mixing 21:30 minutes of stereotypes, generalization and misleading info together to perpetuate the very things that black women fight against when it apllies to them. YT videos like these, from both men and women's perspectives, just complain about problems, throw rocks at eachother in very sofisticated fashion and don't offer any real solutions to fixing "in-house" relationships issues other than "do you" or "get yours". Music and social media has been an extremely useful tools of the devils plan to divide and conquer. These convos remind me of Pollywanna - Public Enemy. Your welcome.

  • @Kiannka
    @Kiannka 19 годин тому

    I got braces as a kid cause my teeth were horribly misshapen and it caused me jaw problems. Idk what exactly went wrong but my bite went from an overbite to a cross-overbite. Basically my teeth didnt fit on top of each other before and after the braces and Ive been living with TMJ and chronic pain for years now

  • @yourmom9474
    @yourmom9474 19 годин тому

    i went through a very minor version of this in 2021. it was in a relationship with a guy who in hindsight really did not like me, and every time i drove anywhere, i’d just say “if i see this color car, this will happen” and i couldn’t stop doing tarot reading about it. i still do tarot, but i see them more as a guide than fortune telling. also he was cheating on me with his ex, so i’m glad i was wrong

  • @sashxaxo
    @sashxaxo 19 годин тому

    Its like these companies are trying to not get cancelled in a way.

  • @goldendiamon
    @goldendiamon 20 годин тому

    "Age doesn't matter" only applies to adults who are NOT 25 below anymore

  • @amyosullivan318
    @amyosullivan318 21 годину тому

    I'm sorry but the "oNioNHAnSaYO" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @thebigbrain2760
    @thebigbrain2760 21 годину тому

    Liberals be like.

  • @HeavenlyDivin
    @HeavenlyDivin 23 години тому

    It's messed up for people to be in an ugly negative mindset and think all readers scam people. 1. Readers are people just like u. Why do u think our services should be free? Would u work for free? Can u pay ur bills for free? So that's wanting something for nothing. If u do somen good u shouldn't do it for free. U donate to a pastor.. but people are ugly about that too. That means u need to focus on ur money and ur looking at someone else's grass being green, and they're working on it like u can do as well 2 the cards are a message from spirits. The reader doesn't even know what they're channeling to u. They just read what they know the card means. U know what they're talking about. We don't. 3. There are good and bad influences out here. Make sure u follow what u know is good 4. We do have different level readers and different styles. Like a therapist it takes time to find some who are talking on ur page 5. So weire spiritual counselors. Spiritual advisor. It's Spiritual therapy one my teachers said to me. If u don't like readers don't go to them and u should accept other people like readers and appreciate the guidence and someone tot all to that's listening to their issuse atm I disagree with this video entirely. Some people can be extra that's all. Let them have their style they're refining it.

  • @cors2526
    @cors2526 День тому

    Hi, clinical neuropsychologist here! I don’t have too much to add, I just wanted to leave a comment and say that I really commend you for the way you discussed psychoses and mental illness here. Alot of times, I have to leave a comment “flexing” my degree with the need to discredit harmful and incorrect statements about mental illness, especially in the social media era. I really liked the way you discussed things, and I have to say I agree. Let me preface by saying that, although I am a scientist, I consider myself to be a spiritual/religious person in my own way, and am very open minded when it comes to individual experiences and beliefs. The mind is powerful and endless. Never say never! With that aside- While mania and psychosis have existed for as far back as humans have documented things, I do think the social media era has given people unfettered access to people’s delusions and psychotic behaviors. Spiritualism is a MASSIVE part of psychotic disorders (i.e., religious delusions, being convinced you’re the next messiah, etc) - it’s a tale as old as time. What I think is happening now due to social media is individuals with these manic thoughts or delusions are able to share with a wide audience, and sometimes connect with other individuals who suffer from similar afflictions. While I cannot make this statement on a widely generalized and causal basis, the rate of psychosis and delusions, whether substance-induced or due to a chemical imbalance skyrocketed at my hospital and clinic. I mostly work on the neuro side, but am also licensed to see and treat clients and did so during COVID. Loneliness, isolation, and existential anxiety, which was very valid and real during lockdowns, is an incredibly powerful thing. People cope in their own way, however maladaptive it may be. My best guess is that some individuals in their late teens-mid 20s who had psychosis without presence of substance use had a genetic propensity for this illness, and the fear and intense isolation caused by lockdown was the environmental trigger that gene needed to express. Like I said, although I am a professional, I cannot speak directly to these individuals as I am not their care provider. What I can say is some of the video clips you showed displayed speech patterns, verbiage, and behaviors that would warrant further testing for psychosis had they been my patient. If I was a loved one of the individuals shown here, I would be concerned at the very least. Although each individual can have a different experience, the general presentation of delusions and psychosis are remarkably similar in terms of content and verbiage. take care, stay connected, and love one another. Humans are intrinsically social creatures, and even introverts like me have suffered massively during these last few years. Hang in there everyone❤

  • @DrBeeSpeaks
    @DrBeeSpeaks День тому

    Goddess people are bat-shit crazy. Everyone is spiritual. I agree TIkTok has made people lose the minds they had left, and that was done on purpose. I am glad to see that critical thinking is making a comeback with your video and other sane videos I've seen.

  • @hannahbotanica3311
    @hannahbotanica3311 День тому

    A true tarot reader will tell you the truth and not charge you a ridiculous amount or hound you to get more readings. But I think unfortunately, people can turn just about anything into a gimmick. I love what you said about the twin flame obsession. You've got some nuggets of wisdom in this vid.

  • @KD-dc2fd
    @KD-dc2fd День тому

    I pray for the day where women who are black can stop being black women. The obsession with “blackness” forced on the women in the community is a flex by men to keep exclusivity and sexual access. Women who are black should be free - just like their male counterparts- to be individuals. I’m glad to see women who are black marketed with non-black men. It helps with our image as a group and hopefully will influence us as as individuals to live our best lives - PERIOD.

  • @tangerinesarebetterthanora7060

    Intersectionality is too reductive of a model.

  • @tangerinesarebetterthanora7060

    Kodak Black sounds like a genuine psychopath here.

  • @Allyson6C
    @Allyson6C День тому

    That “crazy” claim that some people often use when they see that another person is beginning to “awaken” spiritually is very unfair because from my perspective, what happens is there is an enormous amount of very high vibration energy that’s being downloaded into the persons body & the person can become seemingly very “ungrounded“ & it takes TIME, sometimes a good year or 2 before all these new energies acclimate with their physical body & they become One with their newfound belief system. Yes, sometimes people will sort of run the other way to avoid having a conversation with them or the person who’s “awakening” can also feel as though they no longer feel a connection with the people around them. They only feel connected and comfortable around others who are also awakening. This is not a new thing! It’s really picked up in traction going back to around 2012-ish. This is humanity’s evolutionary process into the 4D/5D consciousness. It’s also a process of tearing down old paradigms & belief systems that no longer serve the greater good & the awakening process will also help in ushering in new ones. This spiritual awakening process is more than just people seemingly going through a psychosis. There’s so much more going on & if you look at the bigger picture, you’ll see it. It’s different for everyone but there are common ties that many experience simultaneously. This is necessary so people can band together in their commonalities and move towards something different that is serving the greater good of humanity and the planet.

  • @shadiestsquid5032
    @shadiestsquid5032 День тому

    Oh your psychic cause I subbed before you said the message queen

  • @MsLenepigen
    @MsLenepigen День тому

    I was waiting for the Jeffrey Star clip 🤭

  • @thisguyhere1
    @thisguyhere1 День тому

    Medium ugly for a girl seems like what a guy calls a 7 or 8. As in significantly above average but not perfect...

  • @AquaQueen222
    @AquaQueen222 День тому

    I loved your video it was incredible. Watching this rise in spirituality has been both so exciting and heartbreaking to watch. As someone who was very fortunate to grow up in a household with a mother who believed and taught her family’s old Celtic believes and practices and a grandmother who felt the same way about her Nordic traditions. My siblings and I always had guidance and support to help us understand. The problem that I see a lot of people are now facing when then dive into spirituality is the lack of support, not having that person to go to when you have questions. But the reality is not everyone has access to that support or guidance. Although the internet can connect us and offer us a bunch of information it isn’t always health information. Something our Grandmother always used to tell us “Sometimes it’s just a bird” meaning that not everything is a sign or as a deeper meaning but that’s okay and is also part of the beaut of this world. I agree completely with you that we as humans want to connect and understand. It is easier for us to process things if there is a reason behind it. But unfortunately what happens is we start looking for a reason for everything it leads to paranoia, stress, self doubt and heartache. So this is why whenever I met someone who is going on this journey I tell them the phrase I mentioned earlier and try help support them when they get overwhelmed with all the information they learn. I know it’s hard for anyone who didn’t grow up in this life style and can easily get consumed. The best advice I can give is to trust yourself and be patient as frustrated as that can be. Remember to always trust your instincts when learning new information and if it doesn’t sit right with you no matter how knowledgeable the person may seem question it look up multiple opinions if you can. Also try to ask yourself first, pose the question to yourself and see what is your gut reaction. Never stop believing in yourself but always remember we doing our best when we have support. I hope you all grow and learn on your spiritual journey and find a community that supports and grows with you.